Wednesday, May 19, 2010

Sick. Again

Good grief. Again with the ear infection? Really? More antibiotics. Had my chest xrayed, no issues inside, so that's a good thing. Especially after smoking for so many years.
Speaking of smoking. Trying to quit, again. Hardest thing I've ever done. I keep failing at it. So, try, try again right? Between the cost and the health issues, I have to kick the damn things. Lots of gum. And suckers.

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

The struggle begins.

Current weight: 535.60 pounds
Height: 6' 4"
BMI: To high to measure
Goal Weight: 250
Pounds to lose: 285

Wow. That puts things in perspective a bit. Holey shit. I need to lose the equivalent of a large person. Well, I've made attempts in the past, many times, to lose weight. I've failed every time. I'm very good at making excuses for not doing it. No time, hurts to much, to busy........ If I keep it up my next excuse is going to be death.

So, I've decided to attempt to blog my weight lost struggles, my quitting smoking struggles and my sanity struggles. Perhaps to help me vent, but also to keep myself accountable to myself. I've finally got my mind in a better place, now it's time for the rest of me.