smoking

Good god, now I remember why I've always had a horrible time quitting. I HATE the way I feel. I don't think I'm the average addict, or maybe I am. The way lack of nicotine affects me is almost scary. Even on meds, my depression and anxiety go through the roof. My mood is horrible, massive headaches, tired, feel like crap. It sucks. I know I need to quit, and at the moment don't have money for them any way, but fucking hell.