Friday, January 20, 2012

So. I feel quite befuddled of late. Not sure what's going on. Rather annoying. Sleep is being strange, feel out of sorts. I think I'm bored. Very very bored. So I went and looked at a gym I can almost afford today and actually got excited about the prospect of working out again.

I have a possible chance of getting bariatric surgery and I'm not sure if I want to pursue it or not. The idea of having part of me removed, for good, doesn't sit well with me. I'm not sure why not. Perhaps it's my love affair with food and the idea of having to eat like a bird the rest of my life. Or maybe it's just the idea of having a part of me removed. I'm not sure. Just not sure if I want to take that road.

On the other side of things I'm noticing a slow but significant change in my hunger level, my headaches, my attitude and my energy. I'm not nearly as hungry, or hungry much at all when I remember to eat every three hours or so. A meal followed by a snack followed by a meal and so on. I'm curious to see if it had a positive affect on my weight loss as it's supposed to.

Another happy note. My change in coffee consumption has had a positive affect on things as well. I've noticed my headaches are not nearly as extreme or as frequent. My mood is more stable as is my energy level. The sleep is still giving me issues off and on but I think that is many things and not just the coffee.

And so the journey continues.

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