Wow. I knew it had been a while since I wrote anything on here. Apparently almost a year. I found it quite cathartic for a while and then, not so much. Simply didn't have anything to say. Well, not on these subjects anymore. I found myself wrapped up in politics, filling my Facebook with pissed off rants aimed at no one in particular. I suppose it's another cathartic release. I've been thinking about blowing the dust off this drivel for a while, tried once or twice, gave up, put it away again. Perhaps it's the lack of any real change that has kept me from writing. Being in long term survival mode.

So anyway, I've been plugging along. I've now logged 586 workouts at the gym. Over 5 million pounds lifted. And yet I've actually gained weight. Made it down to 398 for a minute. I've lost inches on in the right placed. I don't float anymore. That's a bit strange. I can lift more now than I could in high school. Though it takes far longer to recover from each workout. I still have a lot to work on. I'm finding it quite difficult lately to stay, or get, motivated. So maybe blowing the dust off this blog will help me with that. I know what I need to do. I just need to do it. And keep doing it. And keep doing it.