On the road, the long, long winding road

I almost feel like I'm in rehab, an addict jonesing for a fix. I have urges to sit down and eat an entire large pizza by myself. Something I've done many many times in the past. Or chow on multiple candy bars. But I won't. The urges are already becoming less frequent. I keep telling myself it's not an option. I actually have energy already. It's an odd change. Between the changes in my diet, attitude, sleep and medication, I feel so different. Now all I need to do is lose 300 pounds.