Abilify givin it a try

Resistance knows that the longer we noodle around "getting ready," the more time and opportunity we'll have to sabotage ourselves. Resistance loves it when we hesitate, when we over-prepare. The answer: plunge in.
---------------------Steven Pressield

“Until one is committed, there is hesitancy, the chance to draw back. Concerning all acts of initiative (and creation), there is one elementary truth, the ignorance of which kills countless ideas and splendid plans: that the moment one definitely commits oneself, then Providence moves too. All sorts of things occur to help one that would never otherwise have occurred. A whole stream of events issues from the decision, raising in one’s favor all manner of unforeseen incidents and meetings and material assistance, which no man could have dreamed would have come his way. Whatever you can do, or dream you can do, begin it. Boldness has genius, power, and magic in it. Begin it now.” – William H Murray

 “People often say that motivation doesn’t last. Well, neither does bathing – that’s why we recommend it daily” — Zig Ziglar

“Many of life’s failures are people who did not realize how close they were to success when they gave up” – Thomas Edison.

  Finally went in and got my meds changed. Added abilify. I can already feel a difference. It's bringing things back up to a more stable level. I hope it keeps working. I just started taking it a couple days ago so it should get better as my system adjusts to it. 

 I hope it helps with my energy level and motivation. It's supposed to. Time will tell I suppose.