Confronting the fear

Head on. Jumping in the deep end, with the sharks, with a rock tied to me. Now I'm waiting for the phone to ring.  I made myself do it. Fake it till I make it so to speak. Put myself out there and see what happens. Why not, nothing to lose by trying.

My new motto is "yep, I can do that". And I can. One way or another. I just have to remember to remind myself of that. I know how to do it, I have the skills to do, I am working on the self confidence to do it. And what better way to do that than to just do it.

I suddenly have goals, dreams, direction. It's a great feeling. The sails are full of wind and the helm is in my hands.